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Note To Self

by Mikah

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prahanormal Great stuff! Very funky! Favorite track: Don't Look Too Far.
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Premik Tubbs Fantastic album, Mikah! I totally love how you combine the acoustic woodwinds (especially the bass clarinet!) /w the electronica elements...super tasreful!
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1.
My Friend 03:28
The pain you are in Is not here to stay For you’ve already sinned So just burn it away My friend So stay open to living And stay open to love Don’t be bound by misgivings Or by those you’re above My friend My friend Sowing’s harder than reaping Learning’s harder to do If it’s not what you’re after Say you’re just passing through My friend My friend My friend
2.
Purgatory 03:50
You look so good When you’re dancing ‘round the issue When you sing the praise Of those you involved You look so fine When you’re swallowing the feeling When you’re chewing on a thought In the hall But are you hit, By consequence of your inaction Are you bruising up With each silent blow But float the point That maybe no one’s here to save you Will you buy the fact You’re all on your own Don’t let me down easily Purgatory’s harder than the fall Or pick me up hastily I can’t wait too much longer for it all Don’t leave the door open Or leave the light on Just speak your unspoken It won’t do me wrong You are a gift To all, who feed on anger They are present and accounted for And from your hands They will feed until they’re bloated Proselytes who’ll Knock down your door But just inside Is a chemical reaction And the fumes ignite When your whistle blows “Oh this is fine” 
You say, as fire burns around you How much longer till Your house explodes Don’t let me down easily Purgatory’s harder than the fall Or pick me up hastily I can’t wait too much longer for it all Don’t leave the door open Or leave the light on Just speak your unspoken It won’t do me wrong Don’t let me down easily Purgatory’s harder than the fall Or pick me up hastily I can’t wait too much longer for it all
3.
Move your head so I can see The bigger man’s so hard to be Move your hand and make a change Till all you feel is something strange And the one who looks back Yes the one who looks back Is the one who knows you Is the one who knows you Make your peace it’s for your health It’s the best gift you can give yourself Say your piece and make a change And hope their minds will rearrange And the one who looks back Yes the one who looks back Is the one who knows you Is the one who knows you
4.
Don’t look too far Cause you’re all I can see Stay where you are Cause I can’t watch you leave There’s something in the air That makes it hard to breath Whyyy are we here all day Oh you’ve got the hold on me Sugar Sugar Sugar Sugar Don’t look too far Cause you’re all I can see Stay where you are Cause I can’t watch you leave There’s something in the air That makes it hard to breath Whyyy are we here all day Oh you’ve got the hold on me Sugar Sugar Sugar Sugar No sugar, I can’t live without you come on No sugar, I can’t live without you come on No sugar, I can’t live without you come on No sugar, whoaaa No sugar, I can’t live without you come on No sugar, I can’t live without you come on No sugar, I can’t live without you come on No sugar, whoaaa
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6.
Forbidden fruit is much too sweet But have you had enough to eat? Cut yourself off a little bit And make a meal out of it But I think I know what’s happening here If it wasn’t already clear What is this means, but to an end? I think I wanna be I think I wanna be More than friends These words don’t feel much like my own Like some sick game of telephone Though I might have too much to say I’ll speak my mind out anyway But I think I know what’s happening here If it wasn’t already clear What is this means, but to an end? I think I wanna be I think I wanna be More than friends
7.
Slipping 03:16
No I can’t sleep next to you babe The side of my bed always feels to small And I can’t keep texting you babe It feels like you’re living right down the hall But the way you move It feels like I’m drinking all day And at night I can’t find the words to say You got me feelin’ like I’m Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping on ice You got me feelin’ like I’m Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping on ice You got me feelin’ like I’m Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping on ice You got me feeling like I’m slipping And what the hell? It’s August Oh you wake me up like the sun Burnin’ a hole straight through my head And I have to walk when you run I gotta slow down now or I’ll end up dead But when you treat me right I forget about the things you say And when you hold me tight I just hang on and pray You got me feelin’ like I’m Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping on ice You got me feelin’ like I’m Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping on ice You got me feelin’ like I’m Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping Slipping on ice You got me feeling like I’m slipping And what the hell? It’s August
8.
You make me wanna be stupid ooh You make me wanna be stupid ooh You make me wanna be stupid ooh Can’t get my head straight when I’m with you Can’t get my head straight when I’m with you You make me wanna say stupid things You make me wanna say stupid things You make me wanna say stupid things No I can’t talk right when I’m with you No I can’t talk right when I’m with you You make me wanna do stupid things You make me wanna do stupid things You make me wanna do stupid things I guess it’s better I live without you I guess it’s better I live without you I guess it’s better I live without you I guess it’s better I live without you
9.

I want you to hurt With me No Matter Who Is Loving You I’ll let you into my house You’ll stop and stare The words come out of my mouth And keep us there They keep us there 
I want you to hurt With me No Matter Who Is Loving You Your words they float through my house I’ll gasp for air You breathe them into my mouth And hold me there You hold me there 
But why can’t you hurt? With me No matter who Is loving you Oh your hurt is safe With me I’ll keep loving you Like I always do Oh I’ll keep loving you Like I always do Yeah I’ll keep loving you Like I always do
10.
Interlude 2 01:00
11.
You can take your sorry ass home You can take your sorry ass home Oh baby yeah You can take your sorry ass home Yeah you can take your sorry ass home And if you think apologizing absolves you of your sins Yeah Well maybe you are too strung out And if you think that just by knocking I will let you in No You’re someone I can live without Oh baby yeah You can take your sorry ass home You can take your sorry ass home Oh baby yeah You can take your sorry ass home Yeah you can take your sorry ass home And though you say the cost of living is far too much to bear Oh What you are given you burn down You always seem so caught up in what is or isn’t fair No Can’t even stop to look around Oh baby yeah You can take your sorry ass home You can take your sorry ass home Oh baby yeah You can take your sorry ass home Yeah you can take your sorry ass home You think I’ll stand here and take it baby Won’t leave you out in the cold Oh but the way you’re treating me, oh treating me You know it’s getting so old You can take your sorry ass home You can take your sorry ass home Oh baby yeah You can take your sorry ass home Yeah you can take your sorry ass home
12.
You probably think this song is about you And you’re probably right But you’ve got nothing to fear for I’m not here to pick a fight In the autumn we tried the first time But about half way up the wall It was not the height that scared you But the length of the fall Now You’re bailing from heart You’re bailing from heart It was in the depth of winter That the gap that we had found Was one that I would have to solo And you would have to turn around But there is something you should know dear Held up just by one hand or two While you’re no longer with me I’m only here because of you You’re bailing from heart You’re bailing from heart And I just want to thank you For opening your heart For without the love you showed me I could not have come this far Belay on belay on Belay on belay on Belay on belay on Climb away
13.
Note To Self 04:59
I’m trying not to lose the line of sight I nearly thought that I had But everyday is slipping out of view no matter how I turn my head All these things are spinning and I’m starting to get dizzy Not to mention got the candle burning at both ends Mama didn’t raise a juggler, oh no Just a freak in a tent It’s feeling like I’m barely holding on To the visions that I saw They leave me like an ocean getting sucked out of my mind through a straw I’m reaching out to grab em but I just can’t seem to fathom The permanence of all the damage that I’ve done Mama didn’t raise a star boy, oh no Just a fool of a sun The other day I realized that I don’t think sleep ever came easily It’s my imagination that just Keeps on disquieting my body But maybe there’s a way To break through these reservations With some medical assistance or a Cup of tea Mama didn’t raise a drinker, oh no But maybe I ought to be Cause we’re gluttons for punishment addicts and freaks who want nothing more Than to find the next thing to withdraw from, to love and to lose But you’ve got a feeling tonight That you might just give up your fight But I ask you to know, that you’re not the only one here My dear, My dear. Finally it’s clear the point of reference I imagined in my head At 27 years you’d think I’d almost have it Yeah that’s what they said But just the other morning I could see that It was crazy and that all this time I’d thought about this game all wrong Mama surely raised a dancer, oh yeah So I’m moving on Mama surely raised a dancer, oh yeah So I’m moving on

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released January 15, 2021

Mikah Feldman-Stein - Vocals, Keys, Clarinet, Saxophone, Production, Mixing
Jacob Sunshine - Guitar
Johnnie Gilmore - Bass
Michael C. Vetter Jr. - Drums
David Ferro - Guitar
Kirsten Maxwell - Vocals
Jonathan Dely - Trumpet
Mike Kalajian - Mastering Engineer

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